Sometimes I wish my family was a bit more together than it is.. we're all separate entities, and sometimes I just wish that it was possible to call one phone no and have them all there. Zzzzz...
Been rehearsing HEAPS lately, I'm getting tired of having nervous breakdowns on stage, I have about 6 of them a weak! Haha, Poor old character, she is a basket case indeed. I like acting though. In a way it is nice to try out a different sort of personality. Talking to my "daughther" the other day though, I started wondering whether I might have more in common with Maria Compass than I have thought of earlier. Not sure how cool that is? Why have I got to be such a fuzzy girl...
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I'm completely high on Imogen Heap. Can't get enougn... It's making me spaced out. And I'm in such a fase that I kkeep listening to the same songs over and over again, I just suck out all the energy in them and leave them dry when I'm done. Why do I do that? One should try to preserve beauty.. I just keep listening to the same stuff till I get bored with it and move on..
the play is taking over my nightlife, I'm dreaming about it all the time now... One day I dreamt I was in a theatre in Holland, on a beach, and the people were sooo disrespectful of the actors, and it was a small theatre where the stage was a bar-counter.. ahem. Maybe I've had a bit too many encounters with the Pinot lately...
i'm melancholic. I'm longing for something that I don't know what is. Something is missing in my life, and I just don't want to sort it out. Pathetic, isn't it? I keep feeling like this, I keep nagging about it, but I do nothing.
