Soundtrack: A-ha - Stay on these roads
I finally did what I have been going on about for the last 15 months: I moved out. If it hadn't been for the head tenant kicking me out, then I guess I would still be rotting away in that miserable place. So, I am now living in a temporary flat with two mates, and I must say: It is a rather large change to be living with two blokes as opposed to a bunch of girls. I like it. The flat is a bit scary though, I must admit. I hear people walking in the house all the time, I even FEEL people walking as the house sometimes shakes with the steps, but at times I find myself wondering if there are anyone else in the house at all apart from myself (among the living, that is...). So yeah, a bit scary. I just keep telling myself that it is the neighbours downstairs, and so far it is a good enough explanation. Still, I am only here for another month before it's time to move again. A bit crazy to move twice I guess, but then it felt really good to get out of the old flat. And to get into this one, even though it is for a short time only, I will miss it when I go.
I was wondering today whether my bad year is caused by my morals slacking off. I am probably just being over interpretative as usual, and searching for a cause where there is none, but none the less I will have to think it through. After all, I am starting the programme soon, and then I should have a healthy mind as well as a healthy body. I am wondering how hard it will be changing my diet, and how long it will take before I stop craving chocolate. Oh dear.. I can live without many things, but chocolate is hard to give up. Possibly even harder than quitting smoking... after all, I've been eating chocolate since I was a kid. Hm.. don't wanna think about it right now. ;)
