Sweet dreams

At the moment I'm dying under pressure, and I suppose I'm going to enjoy the upcoming holiday more than I could ever imagine. Of course I'll be busy as, but that's ok, I'll have time to socialise a bit at least, I imagine.
At the mo I'm correcting essays, writing my own essay and stressing over theatre rehearsals (which I LOOOVE) and a bit over the German assignment that is due this week. Aiaaa.
But anyway, what I wanted to write about was this random dream that I had this morning. I was snoozing, and took the thing a bit too far so I actually fell asleep again for half an hour... And I had this dream about one of my fellow students that I really really do not like. It was a strange dream, I had some kind of deep and meaningful relationship with this guy, and for some reason we were fighting like mad (not physically..). And amidst all this storming, the bond between us was still so strong that we couldn't bail out. I always remember feelings in dreams, and this one gave me a feeling that I haven't felt for aaaages.. It was a feeling of sadness and fear of loosing someone, mixed with love. The kind of feeling that makes u lay down your weapons and reconcile for the benefit of the relationship. And I guess I had some benefit of the dream, when I saw him in class today, I didn't have that feeling of dislike and disrespect that I usually get. He was just another guy. Which is cool, because he hasn't ever done anything to deserve my dislike... I suppose.

well, I guess it's back to work.

-Should I move?

Everyone else has decided to move out, even Anne has decided to start looking for a new flat, and I'm just thinking that if I wanna move then perhaps this is a good time to do it? Jono seemed to think so, and looking at the ads on Trademe I think he is right. There are over 400 rooms available in the city today, and spring is just around the corner...
I'm just wondering who I could get to help me move though. I've moved a lot of times, and I'm sure I've exhausted my friends to the point that it would be hard to get someone to drive for me, even if I do hire a van. This is the consequence of having moved so many times. But maybe I should start looking, and take my time until I find a place that I really feel is the perfect match? I'm never gonna be living with Jo and Manuel again, which was the perrfect flat, so maybe I should start looking for ppl who r about my age, with somewhat similar interests and a sweet as warm/modern place where they share the cooking... I'm gonna have to sleep on it. I guess I really have a the heart of a Nomad.

Harry Potter

I knew that I would be bawling my eyes out at the end of the book, if nothing else than because it was the last book ever, but I could never in a million years have guessed that I would be bawling out of pity for Professor Snape.... JK Rowling works in mysterious ways.
so finally I am prepared to spend some time and energy on the real world again. After finishing Harry Potter it is sometimes a bit hard to get back to the daily routine, and having been sick and not really been able to establish a daily routine at Uni yet has made the matter a bit more of a task. Today has been good though. I'm being slowly integrated into a routine, monday is a pretty busy day, where I have many classes and stuff. I'm starting to wish that I didn't have so many afternoon classes, it's tiring to be at uni having lectures when it is dark outside.

update

Oook, it’s then almost the end of my holiday here, I’m heading off on Friday or Saturday, and at the moment I’m feeling a bit melancholic about it. I would probably go insane if I was to stay longer, I already feel the first hints of madness, but it’s really nice here at the moment too. All is green and bright, there are flowers everywhere, tics and mosqitos everywhere (uuuugh!) and it’s nice and brigth till 1am and from 4am onwards. And what am I going back to? Loïc sent me an email that it was a bit warmer in Welli now, about 10 degrees (!), and I’ve gotten quite used to the warm weather and the summer feeling. I’m glad I’m gonna be busy as when I get home. Gonna see if I can round up some ppl to go with me to the new Harry Potter movie, anyone wanna go?! Give me a holler!

Veeery good news! I have the highest average EVER on my marks this trimester!! Two A- and one A+! And to think that I was almost sure I failed that exam... Gosh, I really have no idea anymore... I’ve been fussing about every single assignment for 301 and the exam, and have gotten good grades for them all. Maybe I have a lot more in common with the Drama-queen-housewife I am playing in the German play than I want to admit... ahem. Being at home now has been a bit stressing I must admit, with regards to the fact that I have so many things to organise in Wellington at the moment. My tutor contract has arrived, I have to sign up for training, I haven’t enrolled in Germ 316 yet and I should have had my first group rehearsal with the rest of the actors in the play this coming Sunday. And I am missing the first lecture in all my subjects because I’m in Hong Kong on Monday! Ah well... It’ll be right once I land on NZ soil, I suppose. After all this relaxation it’ll be refreshing to be a bit busy. Nowadays, I concider it an accomplisment just to get out of bed before 12pm, and if I go out of the house it’s an even bigger accomplishment. ^^ I’m suuuper lazy, just reading books and playing with the new comp. It finally arrived last Monday, and I’m still trying to get used to it. It’s a real step up from the other one. I have wireless now!!! YAY (which is how I can blog normally now.. btw)

I’m gonna try and upload some videos that I’ve made here with myself as the completely over-enthused commentor, should be interesting (=embarassing).

Home sweet home

I've been at home for about two and a half week now, feel a bit cut off from the world without internet but I've managed. ;) Been spending as much time as possible in the sun, and have been to Bergen once and been hanging around teh house and with my dad and mum and stepdad. Dad's new bike is cool! It's super comfy to ride on, kinda wish I had had the chance to ride more... But hey, maybe it's a sign that I am to be a biker babe? lol
Just finished reading harry potter 6 again. I liked it more this time around, but I'm really anxious as to how things will turn out now... *GULP* Poor sweek dumbly dorr... *pout*

And I ordered a new computer! Woha. They finally sent it, I am crossing my fingers that it will arrive in good time. Thank goodness for my tutoring job, without it I wouldn't be able to buy a new one. I'm tutoring Tourism 108, the subject that I wanted in the first place, after a misunderstanding at the faculy. too many tutors suddenly. But that's good, less pressure, and I get along well with Bob, so I'm sure it'll be good. :) And easier! Still waiting for my grades after exams, falling apart thinking of how bad the exam for 301 went and I'm reeeally nervous thinking that I might have failed... *nervous shaking*
I can handle a bad pass grade, but a fail? I'll try not to think about it.... *double gulp*

Anyway, will upload pictures and videos as soon as I have the chance! A bit stumped without a pc and without internet. Trying to enjoy myself even when it rains, and I hopefully will look a bit more tanned when I arrive in Wellington in July! Jo, your brown cheese is soon on its way! haha.

Hope you are all well!

For once, I am the lucky one!

Just sent out a mass text, trying to muster up a crowd of ppl to go see Shrek 3 tomorrow. 11 said no due to heaps of work + exams, 1 said yes... hehehehe. I feel for them all, but I feel sooo good that I'm gonna be done tomorrow!!! And then on Tuesday I travel hoooome!!!

The ball last Saturday was pretty cool. it wasn't as big as I thought it would be, but it was still good fun. :) Everyone got to dress up, look pretty, drink and all that. A bit sad that Mark was leaving the next day, will be different here without him, but he's having fun now.

I should be studying for my exam tomorrow!! I can't find any more motivation right now, so just gonna go to bed and finish tomorrow morning, as with everything else that I have done for this subject.. heh. Seems to have worked though, got an A for my last assignment, which means that I certainly will pass this subject. Good to know. Trying to get used to the idea of being a tutor now, gonna tutor next trimester. Gonna look good on the CV, but darn, it's responsibility! Oh well, pays better than folding sheets through the night. My last two nights at work are this weekend. Whay! Gonna be good to be able to sleep through every night again! And with Thomas gone, I'm not gonna miss the place THAT much.

ok, gonna go to bed now and get some sleep before getting up at dawn tomorrow...

Getting my new bed on Saturday! A real bed this time!! I'm stoked.

New Pajama!

I dig the giraffes. :) I've been typing so much today that I don't have energy to type any more, but I thought I'd share this wonderful event with y'all.

Catching up

I really miss Thomas at work, haven't got any real reason to work there any more now.. heh. I quit my job, effective of 9th of June this year. It'll be good to not have to work during nights any more, I guess I've had my fill. And with Thomas gone, I don't really like it so much anymore. I think, if I move into a house with my friends later this year, that I'll get a cat from the SPCA. An old one, that I can give some good years. :) We'll see, it's a lot of responsibility.

I've been thinking out a few things lately. Wellington is so home now that I'm not even considering checking out other universities at the moment.. hm. And I came up with this geeky list:

You really know that you know Wellington when:

- You get on the bus in the morning, and you immediately think "uh oh" because you know that the driver in front of you drives like a pig

- Someone asks you where the best place to get breakfast in, and you immediately list a few places close to where you're standing

- You always know where the closest ice-cream shop is :)

- someone asks you where it's good to party, and you need them to be more specific about what kind of party they're after before you're able to suggest some places

- you're able to find Tupelo after a few drinks

- you know where to go if someone directs you to the 'Taj Mahal'

- you realise that a guy likes you if he drives towards Mt. Vic (unless you're specificly going in that direction)

Exams are coming up, next week is the last week of studying. Goodness, time flies like always... Before I know it I'm bound for Europe. :)

A Headbanger's diary

Yesterday was the first metal gig that I've consciously gone to for more than... 3 years, I think. It's an environment that I feel at home in, I've been around these ppl for many years when I was living in Bodoe. I'm not entirely sure what I was expecting to get out of this night, but in any case I was set for a real fun night. And I must say that it was. I went with Anette and Elisabeth, both whom are not familiar with the "metal community," I suppose it's not such a big thing among "eager students." (no pun intended).

I had such a good time. What is strange to me, is that both the girls seemed a bit estranged to the concept of dressing up in black and spikes, only to seemingly worship the dark. It's just an image though. I have to chuckle to myself when I hear their reactions to the people that were there, especially Eli that thought they were a bit scary. Being Norwegian at a metal gig in New Zealand is a bit like being a rock-star, everyone wants to know what bands you've seen live, where you are from, what metal people that are from the place where you're from and so on. To me it was a bit amusing that the scary vocalist at the picture above didn't even know that Gorgoroth is from Norway. It also never fails to amuse me how they're dead scary on stage, then transform into normal boys off stage, that are concerned that their makeup is running, or whether they did a good gig and that people are able to hear the words that they're gurgling into the mike. Just another normal guy. :) I felt like home. Like I went back to a town that I used to live in long ago.

The end result is:

1. I had a really good night yesterday, in spite of talking heeeaps of bullshit

2. My neck is über-sore

3. My hearing is severely reduced, and probably need a couple of days to return to normal.

Totally worth it.

The busy days have returned

I'm not too upset that the busy days are back, it keeps me occupied and I don't feel like I'm just wasting my life away doing nothing. Not feeling to well these last two days, got a cold and just trying to get well soon, so that I'll be fresh for paintball on Tuesday. Yee, can't wait!
Goooood news, my mum has decided that she will pay for may airfare to Europe this June, which means I get to go home and experience summer in Norway for the first time in 3 years!! I'm super stoked, and just think that she is the best mum ever and that my brother really is a manipulating bastard. It's sad to feel that way about someone that you look up to and that is your family. I'm not sure if I'll ever get over it, hopefully he will wake up one day and realise that he is wrong to act like a neonazi. My stepdad is applying for Norwegian citicenship now, all the best to him. What is also cool about the trip is that Elisabeth is flying home at the same time, so I will have company almost all the way! It'll be awesome. Now we're planning to stop over a day or two in a city somewhere, maybe Germany or Austria. I have to fly to Europe first anyway so may as well stop over somewhere cool. Italy would be cool as well.. Hmm. I'm longing for Europe, so won't spend my life away from it, I'm afraid. When I finish my education here I want to go either directly to Europe, or just work here for 1 year and then go. I can't see myself settling down in New Zealand, which is funny. For the first time I really feel a sense of belonging, which is awesome, that was the reason why I wanted to study overseas; to try and find out where I belong in the world. And now I know it a bit better, I belong in Europe. Next thing to figure out now is which country.. ;) Think I gotta go to Germany and get a guy.
So, my Easter break is looking rather snug and uneventful. Maybe I'll be getting computer training at work so that I can to day shifts when they need staff, switching to days would be to my liking, as night shifts actually are starting to get me down. It takes up so much extra time, and the pay is actually rather shit, when you think of how much time that is wasted. I've got about 5 hours to myself pr. day when I'm working nights, just because I have to sleep and all. Too much hassle in the long run. So it's official... I'm sick of my job, once again. I guess I'll have to find something that is challenging the mind, when I grow up. Otherwise I won't last long in any profession. Much to think about these days.
I'm loooving German though. Having so much fun with it, reading books and all these days to give my vocabulary a boost. Going to conversation classes with a German intern that is here to ... be an intern? I don't know what these hunks are doing, just hanging around in class, having a sexy accent and being nice to people. A bit sorry that I couldn't find a suitable chinese course, but I'm not dead yet, so there is still time. I don't wanna pay heaps of money for a crash test course that teaches you to say Hello I'm Tina, where is the toilet.. I want MORE.
Ah well, I'm gonna withdraw now to my awesome bed. I got a new mattress in exchange for a sixpack of beer, and it is soooo comfortable. I really have a great bed now. :) Good things are happening. May they keep happening. :)
Peace out.

Could someone please let me out of my head?

A fair question, I'd say... I'm living most of my life in my head at the moment, and rather unvoluntary. Hopefully tomorrow will be a nice exercise to get out of it, we're having a nice st. Patricks day party here in the flat before going out and getting some Irish action on Courtenay and Cuba. Wheee! Can't wait! But first I have to survive work tonight, and sleep a couple of hours, complete my German assignment, pick up my heater and make dinner for Eli. Busy day ahead! Busy days are great, feel like my life is just wasting away in front of the computer and in my head. We had a sendoff for Valerie at Flying Burrito Bros on Wednesday, I must say this place is absolutely awesome! the food was totally amazing. New favourite restaurant.

Back to the dark ages... (like, the 40's?)

This is the new decoration on our toilet door, it's been like this for 3 days now, and it's a bit complicated trying to stay out for the whole day just in case the need should arise...

Been working a lot lately, still haven't gotten into the rythm of uni life, 3rd week starting tomorrow and so far it's all good. I saw theee most cute movie yesterday!! It's called science of sleep, and is about this guy who is having a hard time separating life from dreams.. hehe. ;) Loved it!

It's got sooo many ultra cute animations and things!

Well, as you may understand, I've gone a bit crazy since I figured out how to post youtube on blogger... heheeh

this is what my room looks like :)

My room is tiiidy



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I finally got to the stage where I can truly say that I'm happy with the way the room looks. I'm sure it would look better if I removed the old carpet, but I don't have energy to do that at the moment..

I found it!

Haha, this is one of my absolute fav. commercials. :D

Back to uni

2500-3500words in 3 weeks, getting new bus passes, selling old books, buying new ones, updating my student ID, sorting out insurance stuff, checking that my degree is in order, Deciding to do Masters of Tourism Management, signing up for the rec-centre to use the gym and go to pilates sessions, signing up for tutorials, drowining in new students that are running ard like headless chucks, Meeting up with ppl from last year, getting new password for my scs account, agreed to be class rep for tourism class, got emailed about being a tutor for tour101... Madness. Was it always like this? I like my new professor for German, he's got the idea that we all should try to talk German in class (he's a genious...) which I actually prefer. Mixing English and German is still a bit hard to my brain. Tour 301 is going to be good, it's not an exciting topic but the professor is 100% aware of that, so it's all good. :) N my job at the YHA is going to be one of my classes, so to speak, so that's all good too. Fridays freee! :) And I know that just as soon as I get used to this routine, it'll already be end of the trimester.. :D

HUGE party coming up this weekend though. I guess about 150 ppl are invited *shivers*. could potentially be quite scary, but most likely reeeally fun.

All work and no play makes Tina a mean, lean, shopping machine...

good grief, sometimes it is weird to take a step back and look at oneself from an outside angle... I've been shopping whayy too much the last few days, just as a way of getting back to the day-world.. But good things have happened lately. :) I've been catching up with Anette, Elisabeth, Joanne, Geeta, Alena... It's good to realise that even though a fair amount of people have left there are still quite a few of them left. I have no doubt that this is going to be an awesome year, same as the last two. Same old same old, I'll continue to swoon in the presence of hot Germans, school will be hard but interesting, I'll have tonnes of plans that won't be realised... As long as I can realise a few of them, I'm gonna have a total blast. Gonna sign up for the rec-centre on Monday, and sign up for a few of those group things. It'll be good to have a time shedule to follow when it comes to excercise as well, cuz otherwise I'll be roaming the streets after midnight like last year, which is no good when living so close to the botanical garden (which everyone I know will characterise as a dangerous place after dark, but I just can't see why..). This weekend is Cuba st carnival, there's lots of free concerts, stalls, food, shopping opportunities (gulp) and other fun stuff going on. I'm working both tonight and tomorrow night, but will catch some of the action before heading off to work tomorrow. It'll be sweet as. My fears of becoming broke will probably be realised quite quickly unless I stop this madness, I spent half a fortune on bodyshop products alone today. At least I'll be a nice-smelling broke person..

Dyed my hair brown yesterday, getting used to it now. It looks nice, I look a bit less extreme, which could be good for some purposes. We'll see. One thing is for sure: Monday is the official kickoff of this university year!

HEISSE MARONI

These last two weeks I've pretty much been working, going to Hamilton, and then working again. I went to Hamilton for 5 days to visit Travis and his family. Days were usually spent taking small excursions here and there, evening chillin' with the fam at home. Hamilton is a nice enough city, it's almost like a huge suburb that just goes on and on and on. I quite enjoyed visiting Hamilton Gardens, and one day we went to Mt. Maungatautari, a forest reserve. They had the tallest tree ferns that I've seen so far.. Other highlights include a visit to the Zoo (where I got the coolest hat ever, that will haunt my garden and beaches ard Welli this year, hehehe) and cooking a fabulous meal out of Trav's recipe book. Well back in Welli, and after a horrid weekend at work with hundreds of binge-drinking teenagers, I'm now gonna enjoy a few days in the sun before going back to my cave in the dark night. It's the last weekend I'm working 4 nights though, from now on, I hope I'll be working Thursday and Friday night. Fingers crossed! :)

I'm back! Back from beautiful Germany and Warm and nice Singapore. I am back in little ol' Welli, and finding it quite ok, although I wish I was travelling more, I quite love life on the road. Singapore was nice and refreshing, a perfect end to my shopping spree that has been going on since I got back to Norway in december. Hopefully I still have money to pay for uni... lol ;). I was really in paradise in Singapore. One week of chillin' with Regi and Feli (although it was far from chilly). Eating to my heart's (and belly's) content, shopping, chatting, sightseeing on the river (really corny and touristy but nice all the same), figuring out the bus system of singapore... and of course getting my specs fixed + aquiring an additional 2 pairs. Next purchase will be an extra set of eyes, I think. Bought heaps of pig-accessories, I just love them. :) I'm soo gonna miss all the nice food there...

Bye bye Manuel, bye bye Germany

Germany has been a blast, with lots of visits to castles, churches, bars, a concert and so on. by and by I will put up some photos, just not that easy on the move. I actually quite liked practising my German, which is in dire need of improvement. And of course, I was surrounded by Germans +Swoon+ and the Bavarian dialect is particulary sweet to my ears. I like it. The family was awesome, and not surprisingly, his dad laughs just as loud as Manu himself. Really hostpitable people, gonna miss the atmosphere there. My last days with Manuelchen are now over, and it's sad as hell. This random German, who has been like a brother to me for almost a year... +SIGH+ Damn this curse! It's the curse of the international student, doomed to meat lots of great ppl, only to leave them after 6 months or 1 year. I wonder who the next ppl will b. We've shared many good times, Manu. I'll miss you like hell. :'(

Now that i have left beautiful Germany I am looking forward to some steaming hot days here in Singapore. Damn, it's hot here! I arrived early this morning half dead, as my sleep has been minimal the last days. So, today's itinerary has been rather slack:
05:30 am - arrival at Changi airport
06:55 am - arrival at Regi's quarters
08:00 am to 15:45 - Sleep
17:00 - 19:00 - shopping!
19:30 - dinner yumm yumm
20:00-> - chillin' at Regi's place

Good for a first day. Both my friends are working, so I'll b exploring on my own tomorrow. Gonna go to fix my glasses and to see artworks at the Singapore art museum. Wait for poor Regi who has to workworkwork. Thank goodness for Weekends.

Why can't we have an IKEA in New Zealand!!!?

Happy New Year/Germany

Happy New Year everyone! After spending three weeks being fattened up by parents, I am now on the move again, heading ever so slowly for summer and Wellington. Xmas was nice, with all the food that I have missed, good prezzies and family and friends. No internet at home has made me a rather slow blogger, though.

I am now in Germany, visiting Manuel in Großstadt Polling. It's a small place, close to a bigger place called Mühldorf. Germany is nice, there's a lot of history to be seen here; castles, lots of old churches, old houses... and so on and so forth. I quite like it. It was a bit hard for my brain to follow all the German gibberish at first, but now it's a lot more like a language to me. :) I must sayy, Bavarian German is not exactly book-german. But it's a cool dialect. Time has gone by so quickly here, and already in a few days I'm flying off again. Unbelievable. I suspect that staying here for a while would to wonders for my learning.. something to think about.
So, these days I've spent travelling around Bavaria with Manu, I've been to München, Salzburg, Regensburg, Burghausen - where they have the longes castle in Europe -, Mühldorf... I think that's all for now? Hm. And tomorrow I am not sure what's up yet. Maybe opera in München, maybe a castle somewhere. We'll see. Elisabeth is coming here tomorrow, so we'll be a small Welli-gang here in Mühldorf.. :) Will be nice to see her again, won't have the chance to do that in Welli now. Gonna be a crazy night tomorrow! Wuhu!