Lars told me today that my ex is engaged. ENGAGED?! Hello..? Not that I think about him anymore, and I wouldn't even blink at him having a new girlfriend, but engaged... Why? It's only one year since our relationship officially ended.. I will spare you of the many reasons that I broke up with him. (Though it is good for me to think of these reasons.. haha) It just makes me think of how UN-engaged I am. My friends, I'm getting old... It's time to start getting attractive in a quick pace here. I'm definitely not getting any younger. It may very well be that the first midlife crisis is when you are 25. I'm getting close to freaking out myself... I guess this means that I ought to get out more often. Go pubbing or get a hobby or something. Start training. i.e.: panic. I cannot believe that I whasted 5 whole years of my life doing something and being with someone that made me miserable... Even my mom said that she didn't see the spirit in me anymore when I moved up north to be with my x. Am I really that dependent on other persons?? I really shouldn't be..
I'm a bit homesick now. I miss my friends at home. I cannot wait to go visit Norma, I haven't seen her for .. 6 years!! Oh my goodness. And I miss Vanessa, Wenche and Odny, the unbeatable three. Man we have some good times, they know me like none other. And my replacement brother Gert René, always giving me some wisdom. Also hope to see Gøril when I get home. You'd better visit me girl!! Bring René when u come! Renée, that kept me alive when I was living at Husnes for 9 months. :) And Lars that kept me alive for 5 years when I was living in Bodø.*sigh* And Luna! My little sweetie.. LOVE U ALL!
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