Lazy Sundays

Soundtrack: Depeche Mode - The love thieves

Lazy Sundays rock. Today, I finished my dreaded info assignment, so from now on it is just workworkwork on my journals, and then hand in one week from now. Then finally holiday. Relaxing for the last time in a week, in other words. It feels nice, mellow. I bought 5 books today, hence the drawing. I bought Gary Larson's "Far Side Gallery", no 1 - 5. Boy... that was one of the bestest things that could be offered me.. about 300 kr ($60) for the lot. Not a bad price. It is dawning upon me how much I need a job when I get home though.. I thought about working here but the pay is so low. I'd rather have a shit job at home than a good job here, and that makes me wonder about the future. I know it is really early yet, but where am I going to be in 5 years? Will I do Masters? Where am I going to live? Yea, I thought it was great getting away from my ex and stuff, but at least when I was with him I knew exactly what was in store... which wasn't much, ok, but at least I knew. I guess that was the reason I left as well, but I sure lie awake sometimes wondering about my future. I'm kinda older now, and should be more secure about these things. All the people around me now are like under 20, and I'm becoming 25 in the end of this year, and still I have no clear path ahead. Kinda makes me afraid of finishing my studies, because once I'm done with them I don't know any more. Things that occupy the mind. I guess I'm gonna have to go out and get drunk and be irresponsible again, that usually helps calm me down. Can't wait for the 20th.